Thursday, 29 December 2011
Overall... the bungalow and the house at York have undergone many changes over the year - most impressive. There is a new set of steps and a gate in the garden here for one thing, which makes it even more interesting and mysterious. I hope its going to provide some wonderful memories for the new young Eleanor Margaret.
And Scooter seems to have got her Masters in CatFlappery. She manages to clatter the flap louder than ever, the moment we start to fall asleep. I was lying in bed - awake through arthritis pains, all over - and I suddenly found a new pain being added to my pantheon - severe pins and needles in the sole of my foot. Then I realised I was being Scootered. She can't resist attacking a foot in the middle of the night. I got myself safely under the duvet again, and started to drift away in a haze of painkillers, when, suddenly CLATTER, CRASH, EXIT CAT FLAP stage left.
It seems noticeable, on the few times that politics/the state of things are mentioned, that people are giving up any hope in politicians.
Will they seek for the Refuge?
Surely some of them will.
Friday, 23 December 2011
It does. And thank you very much. I managed to get to the Kingdom Hall last night and got to hear the talk from the Circuit Overseer, which was wonderful, all about how to protect and strengthen our faith. That is so important. Things are going to get worse before they get better, on a darkest hour before the dawn basis.
There has been another Earthquake in Christchurch! That lovely city. We have emailed Dorothy, hoping she is alright. Valiant though she is, she and everyone there must still be in a state of shock from the last time.
The increasing of natural disasters worldwide is part of the sign Jesus told us to watch out for. The fruitage of the rebellion in Eden is showing itself now as never before. We have had two World wars within living memory. But it does mean that our deliverance from the horrors of this present system of things on the earth is close at hand.
This has been a quiet day. We shopped early before the rush and have been packing and sorting, slowly getting ourselves ready to head oop North. Weather forecast for tomorrow OK.
We are getting news in daily as various friends send their 2011 newsletters. Todays included a card with news from Elizabeth, who I have known since she was five, and one from Ian and Cheryl in Oz. We have some photos of the evening we spent on their lovely yacht in Chichester Harbour in The Captain's Log.
They sailed her safely to Oz!
Tuesday, 20 December 2011
Private Eye have an all purpose Christmas week film called "They Flew to Bruges". It might be a better option.
Groan, groan, moan, moan, in pain, haven't been anywhere or done anything, except failed my degree in Stoicism. However I do have an emergency appointment at the hospital on Thursday afternoon. And I hope so much to get to my study with Rick tomorrow. The brother who conducts it will pick me up and bring me back.
And I hope the injection on Thursday will work, otherwise i don't see how I am going to be able to travel.
One nice thing today - well two nice things - I got a letter from Gale, a friend from my Uni days - with some lovely pictures of her son's wedding. And Janie rang and we had a long long talk. We have known each other since were were eleven years old.
Sunday, 18 December 2011
Its a lovely dawn here over the English Channel, with a range of cloud mountain all along the horizon. And a flock of seagulls has just flown across, like notes in a symphony.
I am desperately hoping that I can have another steroid jab before we set off on our trek oop North, but I suspect it will be too soon. They may puff me up till I am in danger from every passing Japanese whaling ship, but its wonderful to be pretty much free of pain, to be able to do things, and to have a bit of energy.
I don't even know if I will be able to get myself into the shower and dressed in time to get to the meeting this morning!
Did get out on the work yesterday, but Jay is not young either, and we only managed to do 45 minutes, as we were working in a tall block of flats with lots of stairs. However, we did get to talk to some people and gave them a chance to hear the truth - Christianity being called "the way of the truth".
And the Captain and me enjoyed the Strictly Final yesterday. It had to be between Harry and Chelsee and we thought either would have been a worthy winner. It was funny at the end when Harry won and his McFly bandmates invaded the pitch and had to be shooed off by Sir Bruce.
Friday, 16 December 2011
Col and I went on a short-eared owl walk in the late afternoon. And what a beautiful December afternoon it was. So lovely. Cold though.
What will owls do in the evening when Paradise is restored and they no longer need to hunt voles? I hope the Captain and me are there to find out.
Bea says there has been some snow oop North.
To Jacks for supper tonight.
My Bible student is getting on so well its making me anxious and I am wondering if we will be able to pop by and say hello tomorrow.
Tuesday, 13 December 2011
So Col took me and Audrey to the Hall and then a brother and sister took us out on the field service.
The car is in hospital and will be back in a few days, with rather a large bill attached.
Col and I walked on the beach across the river this afternoon, until the rain started. It was freezing, and the sea was wonderful.
Sunday, 11 December 2011
Wednesday, 7 December 2011
Anyway, we (a brother and me) spent an hour there this morning, and started a study. We are using the book "What Does the Bible Really Teach?" And I was touched and happy to notice that the householder, who I have been calling on for about a year and a half now, had got his well-worn Bible out and was already into the second chapter, checking against his Bible as he went!
I had left him the book about a week ago.
The other lovely thing is that I won't be conducting the study myself, as I am doing it with a brother, so my householder will get a much better teacher.
I also got a chance of a talk with a young lady I have been calling on for about 6 months. Not finding her at home, I had left a butterfly card, giving my contact details, in case she wanted to talk to me. And she did ring. Although it was because she couldn't think who it was who had left the card!
Anyway, we had a lovely talk and she seems very appreciative of the magazines I leave every month.
I then put my Butterfly Bureaucrat wings on and flew off and posted the membership packages, shopped, and winged my way back home. Captain Butterfly had a sandwich box lunch as he was off clearing woodlands for butterflies.
I actually went to bed this afternoon I was so tired. I hope its nothing new and sinister. Its probably just the usual arthritis tiredness, surging back as the steroids wear off.
Which reminds me, I am under strict instructions from Captain Sensible to write to the hospital and see if they will give me another injection before our trip up North. I doubt they will, but I can ask.
Monday, 5 December 2011
I wonder where the lobster is
Oh surely out of reach.
Does it sit upon a dinner plate
I hope it's out of reach ...
As the empty pot sits still
Upon the stony beach.
Bea has sent us a wonderful Betjemanesque poem about the lobster pot - and I think it will appear in The Captain's Log. His blog has a much higher readership than mine so we feel it should go there.
Bea is now our only aunt.
Every generation has gone through this - and found it just as startling and difficult to cope with. Which is because getting old and dying was not meant to happen to us. We were made to live forever.
Today is a hospital visit (moi - lung test), and then I have to tackle my first pile of paperwork from the Butterfliers. I am hoping that it will start to make sense as I begin to do it.
If not, will I be responsible for the sudden extinction of the Butterfly in Sussex!
Thursday, 1 December 2011
Consolingly disastrous, will return
While the strange starfish, hugely magnified,
Waits in the jewelled basin of a pool."
We have no rockpools. It isn't that sort of beach. But the consolingly disastrous (and very stormy) sea had swept the beach clean as it always does, and had washed up all sort of shells and seaweeds along with this lobster pot. The beach was pretty empty this morning with a bright blue sky overhead and rain in the distance.
Its raining now - and we were rained off the work after three quarters of an hour. I was out with a young pioneer sister. Audrey and I have had a phone chat and plan to work together Tuesday morning, as usual.
Tuesday, 29 November 2011
There were not enough seats, and those that were supplied were not comfortable. The Earl Grey tea was good and I loved the teapots - they looked nice and poured properly.
Here is a verse from a poem called "Museum Piece" by Richard Wilbur:
"See how she spins! The grace is there,
But strain as well is plain to see.
Degas loved the two together:
Beauty joined to energy."
Yes. Wonderful dancers. But he was interested in the body and the energy, the movement. He didn't seem to be interested in the faces at all. And I hadn't realised how fascinated he was by the new art of photography. Exciting times.
There was a few seconds of film showing an elderly Degas walking in a Paris (I suppose it was Paris?) street with a young girl. Sitting there watching it was like getting into the Tardis for a moment.
So its an exhibition well worth seeing.
Audrey and I were out on the work this morning. We both placed literature and will need to call back. Mick is going to help me with the possible Bible student, but not till next week. We are all so busy this week.
I had a bad night with an arthritis shoulder.
Col and I had a walk on the beach this afternoon. There was a strong wind, white water and foam flowers blowing everywhere. Standing on the pier watching the immense sea surge up the river was fantastic. Beauty joined to energy.
It was another lovely day in retirement. I am grateful for every one of them.
Saturday, 26 November 2011
Yesterday we (me and the Captain) met Linda in Cowfold and she handed over all her paperwork to me. I am now a Butterfly Bureaucrat and must start to get to grips with all that the Membership Secretary has to do.
Its a bit of a puzzle at the moment.
Col has taken his wings off and put on his SUSSAR hat and left early, with an extra large packed lunch, for a Mountain Bike Training day.
No I don't understand it either. All I know is there were four of them, I was asked to provide cakes, and made a batch of marmalade muffins for them all.
When we were in Expatland, I used to make a big tray of carrot cake to take on the dive boat. I hardly bake these days.
Jackie gave us supper last night - an Italian dish, not lasagne, but the one without pasta whose name now escapes me - followed by hot mince pies. We see her again Monday.
Today is grey with a coldish wind, and the Channel is blue grey outside the window - with long white waves curling and uncurling.
How did Jehovah create water? It is so beautiful and powerful. And when the earth is finally restored to Paradise and there are new things again, what amazing things will we see?
Wednesday, 23 November 2011
The photo is of the family at Nabbs, many years ago. We are on the bottom lawn - the steps to the top lawn can be seen behind us.
Aunt Deirdre was the last of the Nabbs "grown-ups".
The Bible's warning that, at the moment, "death reigns as king over us", sounds louder every year.
How young we all were then, including the timeless aunts and uncles. But how quickly the years have gone by.
Audrey and I were out on the work that morning, trying to tell people the good news of the incoming Kingdom of God, and to reassure them that the dead will wake up from the sleep of death when the time comes.
We worked in an area with a lot of shops and, where possible, i.e. when the shops were not busy, we left little leaflets with the staff.
Its was a grey November day, which was appropriate.
Monday, 21 November 2011
|Sonia Copeland Bloom|
What can I say about it? Well worth the visit - what a professional organisation Butterfly Conservation is. The speaker from Marks and Sparks - Mike Barry, Head of Sustainable Business - was impressive, as you would expect. The Treasurer's Report was both interesting and understandable. (I am usually like Edwina in Ab Fab when it comes to discussing money matters, holding my head in my hands and sobbing "Just tell me how much money we've got!", as fiscal this&thats get discussed. I have even sobbed over the phone to a girl at the Tax Office about filling in my Tax Forms: "You know more about my money than I do. Can't YOU fill it in?!")
Sonia Copeland Bloom (Orlando Bloom's mum) gave us a short talk on the series of children's book she is writing about insects. She read an extract from her butterfly book: "Crystal, the Small Miracle". It was wonderfully anthropomorphic, which as someone who has been a moth-er of several moth babies, I appreciate. But she also researches so that the books are accurate and the children can learn happily from reading them. I am so glad she used the word "miracle", as egg to caterpillar to chrysalis to butterfly is exactly that. A miracle.
I joined the queue and got her to sign books for Eleanor Margaret and for Beth.
Neil joined us for lunch, which was baked potato with chile and salad. Altogether a nice day out.
Today Captain B was off early with his Treasure Hunter hat on, and I was off to the meeting - then a few return visits - and then home.
It was such a beautiful Autumn day I only wish I could find the words to describe it. As I was doing my return visits I was thinking that this is surely another glimpse of the Paradise the earth is going to be, and I was longing to tell people about it.
Friday, 18 November 2011
Tuesday, 15 November 2011
He is back at the helm of the coffee machine too.
Jacks came round on Sunday night to hear about his adventures and have supper (chicken and chick pea casserole and apple crumble).
Audrey and went out this morning - return visits and route calls. I was able to take the "Does God Really Care?" brochure to a lovely lady who had asked me the question as to why there is so much suffering if there is a God who is good and all-powerful.
Its a question I always used to ask, and I hope she will find the Biblical answer as wonderful as I did. And do.
Saturday, 12 November 2011
I don't know if anyone remembers that Womens Lib slogan: "A Woman Needs a Man Like a Fish Needs A Bicycle". Well, I think I must be a cycling fish, and will be very glad to have him safely back - and will spend the next 45 minutes trying not to worry about the drive back from the airport - in the dark.
Anyway, it was a busy day. Out with June in Arundel this morning, working in a lovely close, on a beautiful Autumn day. Just right for trying to tell people about the Creator of it all. And this afternoon I had a sudden surge of energy - perhaps my detox helped - and went out for nearly two hours, and found two people I have been trying to find at home for months.
And I have a curry simmering away, as Jackie is coming for supper tomorrow.
Friday, 11 November 2011
This morning I took Audrey to the shops and had a coffee with her afterwards. She has some lovely Autumn toadstools on her lawn, and that got us thinking about when the earth is Paradise again. Will all fungi be edible? Or will our brains be working so perfectly then that we will have no problem sorting the good mushrooms from the bad?
Either way, it would be wonderful to go mushrooming every Autumn.
Headlines today worrying about a "financial Armageddon". There are hard times ahead - but it is on a darkest hour before the dawn basis, as we are trying to tell people as we go door to door.
Tuesday, 8 November 2011
"At your age, you have to expect (whatever)".
"What are you talking about -and to a sprightly young thing like me!" I mutter crossly to myself as I zimmer home.
Jehovah is called "the God of all comfort", and here was this wonderful thought from Him, via his congregation, in my "Examining the Scriptures Daily". Food at the right time.
This is our Thought for Tuesday, November 8th, 2011
"The women telling the good news are a large army." - Psalm 68:11
"By having a full share in the ministry and by willingly making sacrifices for that work, sister prove that they treasure their role in the congregation. In writing to Titus, Paul stated: "Let the aged women be reverent in behaviour... teachers of what is good that they may recall the young women to their senses to love their husbands, to love their children, to be sound in mind, chaste, workers at home. good, subjecting themselves to their own husbands, so that the word of God may not be spoken of abusively". (Titus 2:3-5) What a force for good the mature sisters in the congregation can be! By respecting the brothers who take the lead and by making wise decisions in such areas of life as dress and grooming and entertainment, they set a fine example for others, and show a high regard for their own place in the congregation."
I felt a lot better after reading that.
Audrey and I (mature sisters if there ever was one) did some magazine calls and return visits this morning - in the drizzle. And after I had taken her back home, I took myself straight off to the shops and got a load of stuff in, as I knew i would not want to go out again.
Captain B and I typed at each other under our blurry Skype pictures and waved a bit. And Bea and Audrey rang. My conversation with Bea - about "The Diary of a Nobody", reminded us of the Betjeman poem "Middlesex" which starts off so funny, but ends on an elegiac note about the death of rural Middlesex, and for Murray Posh and Lupin Pooter "long in Kensal Green and Highgate, silent under soot and stone".
Monday, 7 November 2011
If I were to write up today it would basically be: did nothing, saw no-one, as I have been cleaning the flat and slowly climbing paperwork mountain. It is more of a hill now, so something has been accomplished.
There is an interesting article in this month's Awake! which I hope will make all who read it think about the violent attempts that have been made by the powers-that-be to prevent people from finding out what the Bible actually says.
The article is "John Foxe" and his Turbulent Times."
In part it says: "A citizen of nearby Coventry, Agnes told Foxe about a widow named Smith (or Smythe) who had taught her children the Ten Commandments and Jesus' model prayer, often called the Lord's Prayer. Instead of teaching her children in Latin though, she taught them in English. For this "crime" she was burned at the stake, along with six men who were similarly charged. Because this gross injustice angered the people, the local Bishop spread the word that the victims were burned for the "greater crime" of eating meat on Fridays and other fast days."
Its hard to know where to start with that one. Though I will just point out that the Christian Greek Scriptures enjoin no fasts. You can eat meat, or not eat meat, as and when you want. All they do specify is that if you eat meat, it must be properly bled. You must not eat the blood.
Why was teaching children God's word in their native language so horribly punished?
Saturday, 5 November 2011
Friday, 4 November 2011
Did I see David Attenborough and his camera team in hot pursuit?
The Channel is much calmer today and there are a lot of clouds, but its oddly warm.
Thursday, 3 November 2011
“To the house of Jehovah let us go.”"
It is a blue grey sort of day - it has been raining - may still be - hard to tell - and I am enjoying watching the waves on The Channel. The balcony geraniums are waving in the wind.
Wednesday, 2 November 2011
Suddenly its November. The "feathers of the willow" month (as in the Dobson poem). Maggie and I were in Angmering this morning, on the door to door preaching work. That meant an excursion onto the grown-up road with its big boy roundabouts. We found quite a lot of people in and will need to make some return visits.
My eye problem is down to getting old (sigh) and I will have to learn to live with it (according to the Specialist at the hospital yesterday). I had an ocean load of drops in my eyes and they were scanned to the max. "Aha", said the doctor, "I can see the little spider. It looks more like a tadpole though." Apparently its a shadow caused by the thing that has happened in my eye. I will be content if it gets no worse - and look forward hopefully to perfect eyesight in the restored earthly Paradise.
The Captain and I went to Cissbury Ring this afternoon for a two hour walk. And, wonderfully, we found Neil crouching over a Clouded Yellow he was photographing. So the Captain's day was made as near to perfection as is possible at the moment, and therefore so was mine.
We are looking forward to watching the final of "71 Degrees North" tonight.
It has been another beautiful Autumn day.
Tuesday, 1 November 2011
Its and the bonfire on the green is still burning merrily away! It was amazing last night - see the Captain's Log for photos. I don't think there is anything left for me to record really. It was a bit frantic trying to get the supper ready for everyone, but it got done and we all had a good time. And we can live on the left overs for the next week I should think.
The Butterfly AGM was fun. Excellent speakers, one of them being Michael Blencowe who gave his usual funny and informative summary of the Butterfly Year (with great photos). And the other speaker Torben Larsen was amazing - a Butterflier Supreme - see the Captain's log for more info.
David of the Clouded Yellows drove us there and back. And it was such a beautiful afternoon - the blue blue sky of October along with a whole tapestry of Autumn colours.
We went to Cissbury Ring yesterday afternoon, which is where the photo was taken. I had coffee with Audrey in the morning.
We became a great aunt and uncle again today, as Nadine and Alex have had a little girl. We look forward to meeting her in December.
As Ecclesiastes says: "A generation is coming and a generation is going."
It has been a lovely lovely Autumn day - amazing light - a great day to first open your eyes in.
Simon and Co dropped in for a cup of tea and a chat on their way back up North - which was a lovely surprise.
|The Willow Pond|
Sadly the dream didn't come true. All we saw was a large bumble bee, a wasp, a green woodpecker (briefly), two dog walkers and a jogger. Lovely to be out there though, on a perfect Autumn Monday morning, when we have spent so many of our Monday mornings cooped up in offices. The wind is strong, the Channel is roaring, and now the sky is clouding over. There is supposed to be torrential rain down in the West country.
June gave me a jar of home made ginger marmalade and a jar of home pickled onions.
Yesterday I took Maggie on her magazine route. And it was a cooking afternoon - mushroom soup and apple crumble for His Lordship's tea. Looks like another cooking afternoon tomorrow - ginger marmalade muffins.
A young lad called by unexpectedly to look at, and quote for, the problem windows in the block. We had quite a long chat, and he took a "Who Really Rules the World?" brochure with him.
Jackie is back - hurray - and we are invited to supper there tonight.
We gave her a copy of the 2012 Butterfly Calendar, which has come out very well.
She gave us a quiche with salad, followed by creme caramel, with a very good red wine. And coffee. We talked about new things, and old things.
Every generation goes through this process - the layers and layers of memory accumulated. Uncle Paul's funeral is now receding into the past. And we were remembering our time in the
The bus ride to and from Aunt Jo's was also a trip into the recent past - our expat past - as it is very Islamic now, with Arabic writing on nearly all the shops, lots of ladies in abayas, Lebanese restaurants, a prayer call going on somewhere, and verses from the Koran at the bus station. I was hurtled past them by Captain Speedy before I could take in more than the first one - which is basically that there is only one God.
Here she is speaking of her earliest memories, including one that is "something that could not have happened". She captures the strangeness of those first few remembered things - seen and felt so vividly, but not understood. There is no context to put them in.
Then she writes of her most vivid memory of that time: "I remember a grey day when I stood by the gate and listened to the wind. I had my first conscious feeling of an outside sadness, or it seemed to come from outside, from the sound of the wind moaning in the wires. I looked up and down the white dusty road and saw no-one. The wind was blowing from place to place past us, and I was there, in between, listening. I felt a burden of sadness and loneliness as if something had happened or begun and I knew about it. I don't think I had yet thought of myself as a person looking out at the world; until then, I felt I was the world. In listening to the wind and its sad song, I knew I was listening to a sadness that no relation to me, which belonged to the world."
The sadness that belonged to the world. I used to feel that walking through the beautiful Derbyshire Dales of my childhood. Why was there a sadness about everything? What had happened?
Audrey and I were out on the preaching work this morning, trying to get people to see what the Inspired Scriptures tell us about this sadness and what Jehovah, the Creator, is doing to restore the Paradise we lost. We did magazine route calls and return visits as the map today had too much walking for Audrey. And I took her to the bank.
I re-met a lovely Asian lady - I think perhaps Filippino - haven't been able to ask, as on both occasions I seem to have got her out of the shower. But she took last months magazines - which had an article about what the Bible has to say about who really rules the world - she has taken this months - and would like me to drop by with November's.
This after-the-monsoon sky was taken by Captain B the Great yesterday afternoon. It was an afternoon of lovely light and violent showers of rain, plus a rainbow which I didn't see. I was out with a young pioneer sister in the afternoon - we did some return visits, until we were rained back to our car. And then it was my talk at the Hall last night. I was very very nervous and did not deliver it well, but at least it got done. Anyway, here it is below.
The setting was: Encouraging a Bible student to attend meetings
And the brief was:How are we assured of God’s love for us at Romans 8:26,27?
One of the travel stalls at the Alexandra Palace Wildlife Expo - responsible, low carbon footprint etc etc - offered this: A Self-Drive Safari. I thought about us, Captain Butterfly and his Mrs, driving ourselves off into the backwoods of the Masai Mara, and then thought about the local lion prides musing over the Meals on Wheels menu.
If anything is worth self-driving through London for, the Wildlife Expo is. IF. And the view from the Palace is quite something. I think the Captain's Log will have more detail, including an interesting butterfly name. We had a fascinating talk on the ecology behind London place names - and a talk from a Canadian lady who helps run an amazing brown bear reserve in Alaska, and two other wonderful talks/video/slideshows, but i can't remember the names of the Speakers, and Captain B has the programme.
Its back to student days today. The kettle has packed up and until tomorrow when we can make an emergency dash to the shops, I am making tea the old fashioned way: drawing the water laboriously from the well, filtering out the tadpoles, hitching the horses to the kettle. Or, to put it another way, its back to the student method of heating up water in a saucepan.
I think the last time I had to do this was in our early years in Expatland, when the Sheik, Chuck and Mary, and all the divers went to the Maldives, and I stayed behind house and kitten sitting for Chuck and Mary. They had three very tiny and valuable Persian kittens (plus mum and aunt) to be sat on.
My first morning there it dawned on me that Americans don't have kettles as they don't drink tea. There was a coffee making machine that could have flown me to the moon - and would certainly have made me a cup of coffee had I wanted one. But I didn't. So I was reduced to saucepan tea.
In the early hours of the following morning I had a strange dream of being at a big Buckingham Palace style banquet and lifting the food to my mouth, only to have it turn painfully into barbed wire as I tried to eat it. I woke up to find that two tiny Persian kittens were fighting on my head.
Audrey and I were out on the doors this morning. We finished our territory and then I took Audrey to her Russian lady. A quiet night in lies ahead for me and Captain B, I hope. I am anxiously practising my talk for Thursday.
Col has been photographing the wonderful sunrises. We are having strange weather - an Indian summer, very hot but with a haze of Autumn all round. The green and the beach were packed yesterday. A quiet weekend. I took Saturday off and spent it with Col. We watched the rugby - not that I can tell one end of a rugby bat from the other - and did a big shop at Tesco's. And on Sunday I turned some of what we lugged home into a roast lamb dinner and a nectarine and plum crumble.
The talk at the Hall on Sunday morning was all about Christian hospitality. A worrier for me as I am the exact opposite of a people-person...
Maggie and I are adjusting happily to our new seats in the back row. We will have some decisions to make when we have our new Kingdom Hall next year. Our old one is not only old, but is bursting at the seams.
Bob of the North Americas is sending me his travel blog. He has recently pitched his tent by the wide Missouri. How evocative all those names are. And what a golden country America seemed when I was a Convent schoolgirl in the Fifties. It reminds me of a line by an Oz poet, something about listening to an American radio station "singing a song of sidewalks".
Here is a toadstool/mushroom to celebrate the season. It could be an inkcap, but it is in fact a parasol mushroom (Captain Butterfly has just looked it up for me).
It has been a lovely Autumn day here - Captain B roving the woods - and me at the Kingdom Hall. After I had given Audrey a lift back, I drove back along the seafront, The Channel was a pale clear turquoise, the tide was high, and there were little yachts regattaing about.
Our brother from Bethel HQ gave the public talk today - all about our Christian identity. It was a good reminder never to take "the way of the truth" for granted.
We talked to Jackie, back from the North. She really enjoyed her tour of York and loved Keith and Janet's house. We hope to see her before she sets off on her travels again.
It is a Tennyson blog today, given Captain B's "Stoatally" pictures. As Tennyson wrote (in "In Memoriam"):
"Man, her last work, who seem'd so fair,
Such splendid purpose in his eyes,
Who roll'd the psalm to wintry skies,
Who built him fanes of fruitless prayer,
Who trusted God was love indeed
And love Creation's final law-
Tho' Nature, red in tooth and claw
With ravine, shriek'd against his creed."
Tennyson is here equating Nature with the Creator - the Evolutionary view I suppose. Whereas nature is part of the creation. But it is a dilemma - something that always bothered me once I got old enough to think about it.
If God is good and all-powerful (as we were told in my faraway convent schooldays) why is nature so cruel?
I had no idea that all the time Genesis has been telling us, simply and clearly, that nature was not created red in tooth and claw.
"And God went on to say: “Here I have given to you all vegetation bearing seed which is on the surface of the whole earth and every tree on which there is the fruit of a tree bearing seed. To you let it serve as food. And to every wild beast of the earth and to every flying creature of the heavens and to everything moving upon the earth in which there is life as a soul I have given all green vegetation for food.” And it came to be so.
After that God saw everything he had made and, look! [it was] very good." - Genesis 1:29-31
This was a perfect world. It was Paradise. Nothing hunted, killed, or ate anything else.
And we are promised a return to that perfection. Isaiah 11:6-9 says:
"And the wolf will actually reside for a while with the male lamb, and with the kid the leopard itself will lie down, and the calf and the maned young lion and the well-fed animal all together; and a mere little boy will be leader over them. And the cow and the bear themselves will feed; together their young ones will lie down. And even the lion will eat straw just like the bull. And the sucking child will certainly play upon the hole of the cobra; and upon the light aperture of a poisonous snake will a weaned child actually put his own hand. They will not do any harm or cause any ruin in all my holy mountain; because the earth will certainly be filled with the knowledge of Jehovah as the waters are covering the very sea."
Even the lion will eat straw just like the bull.
When Tennyson wakes from the sleep of death, he will find himself in an earth that has been restored to Paradise.
We were out in one of the villages at the furthest limit of our territory today offering the knowledge of Jehovah to all who will listen. And after that I went back for a cup of tea and a very encouraging shepherding call. Lovely of the elders to take the time, given how busy they are. We had a Bethel speaker at the Hall tonight, followed by tea and cakes. He was talking about how close Jehovah is to every one of us.
Given that the storms on the Channel have already started, I thought it might be time for another poem I wrote years and years ago:
The sea had long wanted to go into town
So, early one morning, it roared in
Found the arcades still closed
And battered them down.
Obviously I very much hope The English Channel isn't reading this blog.
Went out with a young pioneer sister yesterday and we tackled some of our return visits. I didn't find any of mine in, but did find Dave on my magazine route at home, delivered the mags and had a brief chat. Went to the meeting last night and joined the small school as audience, as Audrey had a part.
I also got a part in October, in the big school, on the platform, with a microphone...
A much quieter day today - rain clouds kept threatening, but it stayed dry on the coast. Audrey and I managed an hour and a quarter on our magazine routes. And Col and I went to Swanbourne Lake during the afternoon. It was very quiet - and I bought some food for the birds, and we were mobbed.
This is the Arthur Rackham tree.
This blog should have been called "A Murmuration of Starlings" - if only Col had managed to get a photo of the giant flock of starlings as it zoomed past our window, skidded to a halt on the green, and took off again like a rocket. If that is the little family - mum, dad and two generations of offspring - teenagers and toddlers - we used to see on the beach before we lived here, they have done well.
Didn't make it to the Field Service on Saturday - not at all well - feel very bad about it - but did manage to do a couple of answers to emails about the Bible. Got to the Meeting at the Hall on Sunday - lovely talk, of course. But still felt too bad to manage any calls after. So far my email witness continues at least.
Odd day here - one moment its sunny - the next its pelting down. We went to the supermarket this morning and loaded up with goods. Other than that it has been a cleaning, washing and ironing day, and I have done my studying. We are doing a close study of the Book of Acts, as we can learn so much from the way those earliest Christians witnessed.
Anyway I have called this blog "Without a Map", as a tribute to Meredith Hall's memoir which I have just read and re-read. I can't recommend it enough. I hope to write to her and say so.
She was forced to hand over her son for adoption in the Sixties - she was an unmarried schoolgirl mother - and mother and son did not see each other again for twenty one years. How they both dealt with what happened during that time is amazing, most especially in the case of her wonderful son.
Its upbuilding too, where it could have simply been a Misery Memoir.
So this blog is about families I suppose.
We went for a walk in Rewell Woods yesterday - early evening. The heather was out and the air was full of the smell of bracken - which takes me back to my childhood picnics in the Derbyshire Dales.
Julia of Arabia arrived on Monday, in time for a sandwich lunch. And Jackie came over to join us for dinner - which I kept simple - a Cook's lasagne, salad, cheese and tiramisu (Lidl). We had a lovely evening and laughed a lot. And we caught up on the current news from ExpatWorld.
We walked along the River Arun in the afternoon - the Bramley Apple Walk. Julia left yesterday just before lunch. No apples as yet, but lots of blackberries.
I am taking Audrey out on the doors this morning. We have a few Not at Homes we can try to find At Home, and perhaps make a start on our September magazine deliveries.
Its the last day of Summer. And likely to be a cloudy and overcast day. I only hope that the Captain will be able to get out and about on butterfly business. Otherwise you may read about Hurricane Butterfly hitting the South Coast of England.
Just sitting here watching the weather - and a flock of starlings flying along the seafront. I wonder if they are the same little starling family we used to see and feed on the riverfront when we first used to visit here. If so, they are thriving. Maggie and I are going out this morning if it isn't raining heavily. The Channel has gone very pale and flat, so I think some heavy rain may be on the way. If so, we will re-schedule.
But, if the weather permits, I will take her on her magazine route calls today. I didn't sleep too well last night for worrying about it, as I have to drive on the road with real big boy roundabouts on it. Plus it means going over the rail crossing at least twice.
And we have busy railway lines here in the Downland. I wonder if we will have trains when Paradise is restored?
I did a few return visits of my own yesterday, but only found two people at home.
The meeting at the Kingdom Hall last night was wonderful. But can I be a doer of the word - and not a forgetful hearer?
I took Audrey to the Field Service group yesterday morning. The rain, which had been heavy overnight, stopped as we started on the doors and we had a good morning. We found quite a lot of people in from our Not At Home list, and we delivered the last of our August magazines. Audrey has given us a very pretty white geranium which Captain Greenfingers says may go on the orchid table.
I am trying to think what I did on Monday... I did walk into town to try and find the cardigan Audrey wanted, but they didn't have it in her size.
I have just watched Total Wipeout - people falling off things into water and/or mud. Brilliant!
Once again we are the house of three milks. Girly goats milk and soy milk for me and Bea, and Big Boys milk (from the cow) for Captain B. Apparently the riots moved North last night, but London was comparatively calm. I really have seen "the increasing of lawlessness" the Bible warns about in my lifetime. Riots and looting on the streets of Manchester... Its a different world.
And I feel guilty that I won't be getting out on the doors with my Bible this week. People need to hear the truth so much.
David and Shirley joined us for lunch yesterday - chicken salad with some hot dishes - and we all seemed to have a good time. Dan and Gabi should be joining us tonight, if all goes to plan.
Sunday, 14 August 2011
Another reminder of Paradise - the Paradise the earth was always meant to be, and will be.
How beautifully Jehovah made it all.
Saturday, 13 August 2011
Seeing this years Tracey Emins was very inspiring as they have given me an idea for an entry next year. I am planning a roughly torn old bit of paper with "This is obviously just what the selection committee is looking for" scrawled on it, and I shall sign it "Tracey Emin (not)", and then all of you who choose to go to the Exhib next year will be able to admire my work.
No sitting on it please!
It was fun though, as it always is. And there were some lovely paintings and photographs. See the Captain's Log for a couple of our favourites.
And there were two glowing vivid paintings by Stephen Chamber that made me want to buy a penthouse flat - overlooking the Thames - and decorate it round them.
Dan and Gabi left on Friday morning - wonderful they made it down and hopefully they will come again now they know where we are - and Tom, Jill and Jackie came for dinner last night. I made chile beef with a selection of small small things, and we started with Lidl's smoked salmon on brown bread. And finished with carrot cake and ice-cream. Bea left this morning for Brighton, Col chauffering. He took a packed lunch so I think he will be out there on the Downs for most of the day with his Captain Butterfly hat on.
Its strange now everybody has left. Its always melancholy saying goodbye to family.
I feel so tired I don't know what to do with myself, but don't have to do anything, beyond the washing and catching up with my studies.
Wednesday, 10 August 2011
And I feel guilty that I won't be getting out on the doors with my Bible this week. People need to hear the truth so much.
David and Shirley joined us for lunch yesterday - chicken salad with some hot dishes - and we all seemed to have a good time. Dan and Gabi should be joining us tonight, if all goes to plan.
Monday, 8 August 2011
And if we are heading for another financial crash as bad, or worse, as that of the great depression, that is going to trigger some awful things.
Where is all the money vanishing to?
Did it exist in the first place?
However this is supposed to be my internet diary not The Thoughts of Chairman Sue.
We had lunch with the cousins at Linda's on Saturday. She provided us with a wonderful lunch and some homemade chocolate cake to take home. It was delicious, thank you Linda. Sunday was the meeting at the Hall, with a talk about the importance of the witnessing work. And I did manage a couple of return visits on my way home. Then I did a load of washing and shopped.
Bea arrives today, David and Shirley for lunch tomorrow, Dan and Gabi tomorrow or Wednesday and Tom, Jill and Jackie for dinner on Friday. I am going to make chile as I can expand that depending on how many people are here then.
I sometimes think we should have bought a bigger place for retirement, as we have only two bedrooms.
Friday, 5 August 2011
Last night was the meeting at the Hall, which was wonderful as always. It was a hot sticky day, as if it was going to thunderstorm, and I noticed most of us were very tired. I had a blood test in the morning and a trip to the Opticians in the afternoon.
Is the world economic system finally imploding? How do people cope without knowing the truth? (Christianity is called "the way of the truth".)
The congregations worldwide are studying the Book of Acts at the moment, and the Book of Psalms. And this week we reached Psalm 90.
"In themselves the days of our years are seventy years;
And if because of special mightiness they are eighty years,
Yet their insistence is on trouble and hurtful things;
For it must quickly pass by, and away we fly. "
And how quickly it does fly by. A year hardly seems to last a month these days. If I make my threescore years and ten, I have 6 more Autumns ahead of me.
However, the Psalmist also shows us what we must do.
"Show [us] just how to count our days in such a way
That we may bring a heart of wisdom in."
If Jehovah remembers us we will live again, with Autumns "to time indefinite" ahead of us. So it is wise to let ourselves by taught by Him.
Tuesday, 2 August 2011
I am highlighting the Learn From God'sWord article in The Watchtower this month, as it includes this question: Why do so many religions claim to be Christian?
We heard from Dave and Maggie today - they plan to visit the UK - first time in 4 years - so we hope we will be seeing them. We still have some of their stuff here, including two coats. They ask if we want anything bringing from Bangkok, but we can't think of anything. A crate of wonderful Thai mangoes would be nice, but hardly reasonable.
Didn't seem to do a lot yesterday beyond housework and studying.
Saturday, 30 July 2011
Jean and I did an hour and a half on the doors this morning - in a caravan park - lovely gardens - one gentleman gave us a tour of his beautiful garden, but sadly did not want to hear about the Paradise the whole earth is to become.
Then it was Hall Cleaning... but I felt a bit redundant this time, as all I did was half of the dusting - quite a few sisters turned out. It shouldn't be the turn of our field service group again till next year.
The Motor Fair is roaring away on the green.
Ann of the Cape skyped with some interesting Biblical questions which I hope to tackle tomorrow. We had a good talk. I wish she lived here. It was so nice when we lived in the same town.
And it was lovely when me and my siblings were all young married and we all lived in our Northern hometown...
Wednesday, 27 July 2011
Now we must write to his wife in France... What can we say about such a loss for her?
I was remembering his dog Max - a very fierce Alsatian. He adored Ralph and Mrs R. but not only had no time for anybody else, but was quite fierce about his dislike. I was The Lady who Ran the Boarding Kennels for some years, and Young Master Max stayed with us now and again. He was a very intelligent dog and would tolerate the guys who worked in the back. He never bit them. But he had no time for me, and I got a warning "I mean business lady" growl if I got too close.
One day as I was rushing out the back door into the yard on some urgent errand, I bumped into Max who was on his walkies. His walker gave a gasp of horror - as did I - but Max just gave me a cold look and walked on by.
He did not bite me.
He has accepted me at last, I thought, I am now a piece of the Kennel Club furniture. So to celebrate, when I did my morning rounds with the doggie treats, I offered him some (I usually stayed well away). Sadly, he growled and made it clear that he did not talk to the furniture.
However, he did not bite me, and he well could have done, given I ran right into him.
He was one of only two dogs who stayed at my Doggie Hotel who was completely unbribeable, refusing all my offers of doggie biscuits and suchlike.
I am glad that Ralph outlived him, as I don't think Max could have lived without Ralph.
The Channel is calm today. There are some new pink geraniums on our balcony. The earth is so lovely. And I hope that Ralph is sleeping safe in "the everlasting arms" and will wake up and see this beautiful world again, when the time comes.
Is there any chance we can be re-united with the pets we have loved and who loved us?
That is something to leave safe in Jehovah's hands too.
After all, if we loved them, He loved them even more.
Anyway, this is supposed to be my diary so what have we been doing? Not a lot. Getting slowly back into routine after the Convention - and coping with the side effects of being back on the new medication. Audrey and were out on the field service yesterday. We were calling on not-at-homes, and we also did a couple of return visits. Otherwise it has been some shopping and housework and studying. Its Hall Cleaning on Saturday - it was to have been Thursday, but we have swapped this week - its the meeting tomorrow - Maggie will be there. I called in for coffee with her on Tuesday and gave her the new releases from the Convention, together with a programme.
Sunday, 24 July 2011
And, as we always say, the Convention was the best ever. But, as they are getting better and better, we are always right in so saying.
The theme this year was: "Let God's Kingdom Come!".
The opening talk was: "Why We Need God's Kingdom To Come." (If you aren't sure, watch the News. And also think how short a time it is from being one of the young marrieds to being one of the Zimmer set.)
The closing address was: "God's Kingdom Will Crush All Other Kingdoms - When?"
We can't know exactly when. Even Jesus didn't know when he was on the earth. He may well know now of course, as he is The Rider on the White Horse, riding out to complete his conquest. But we can know the signs of the times, as the Bible tells us.
This talk was specifically about the march of the world powers as set out in the prophetic Book of Daniel.
And - just as I had given up hope of Part 2 of the DVD, in the very last talk the Speaker told us that the second part of "Jehovah's Witnesses, Faith in Action" has been released. Its called "Let the Light Shine".
We all got our DVDs at the end of the Convention and they let me have an extra one for a sister who is at home recovering from an operation.
Now I have to try and decipher the two notebooks I took with me. Either twelve spiders got very drunk, fell into a vat of ink, and staggered all over the pages. Or I took notes.
Thursday, 21 July 2011
Audrey and I went on the field service Tuesday morning, after a shopping trip - to the pet shop - food for the birds - which reminds me that another pigeon has taken to sitting on our balcony railings. Which causes me, typing peacefully away, to be terror struck by a sudden ROAR of GET OFF MY BALCONY!! from Himself. The pigeon sits there calmly - flying slowly off at the last minute (a second before the foaming Captain Butterfly reaches it) - while I flap round the room in a panic and knock myself out trying to fly through the mirror.
Blood test this morning. New med no fun. Ken and Jean will pick me up at 7 for the Brighton Convention.