I stayed with granny in what must have been the last year of her life and remember how determined she was to go on managing in her own home - and how she was managing. She had all sorts of strategies - but the effort of peeling and chopping a couple of carrots exhausted her.
As for where this week has gone...? I spent yesterday afternoon baking - making a banana bread from the recipe I mentioned in one of my May blogs. If it turns out as well the second time, I shall add it to my pantheon But what with that, clearing up after it, and making the evening meal - simply pizza and a berry salad - I was exhausted. Which is making me think of my grandmother, at the end of her life.
Apparently there is a partial eclipse of the sun today - between 10 and noon. The Captain reminded me not to look at the sun - should it become visible. So far, early morning, it is a bit overcast.
I feel sure there is a poem in all this somewhere. but I can't find it.
However, Susan Wicks, in her "Listen with Mother" evoked the world of the 1950s beautifully.
LISTEN WITH MOTHER
Susan Wicks
Only this: an old armchair,
a sideboard, sun on carpet,
time, and the child
uncurls, strokes the warm
dog sleeping, dances
to find her mother, She can
hear her, the sweet small
chink of glass in the kitchen,
a tap running. No need
to listen, she will always
dance from the chair,
the old dog will always
be sleeping. On tiptoe
she still skips
across carpet towards her
busy music of absence, the
chink of crockery, the cold tap's
gurgle rising and falling.
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