My Mini Saga

 

THE FORESIGHT SAGA

by me

My darling baby

When you grow up

Your life will be wrecked

When your wife runs off

With an architect

But you'll marry again

That’s for sure

And have a daughter

You'll just adore.

This was published, but I can't now remember where. I think I wrote it for a sort of competition with a theme, presumably a min-saga. It was the sort of competition where all the entries do get published though.

The reason for the photograph of my father that heads this blog is that once he had stopped being a para in the Polish Army, he became an architect and was involved in designing and building the brave new world they hoped for in the wake of the horrors of the second World War.

It was a brave and sincere attempt by so many. But they were up against the warning in the Hebrew Scriptures that "it does not belong to man who is walking even to direct his step".

We cannot put right what has gone wrong on the earth since the loss of Eden. But our Creator, Jehovah, can and will. He has not abandoned us to this.

My father met my mother when they were both studying at the School of Architecture at Liverpool Uni. And what are the chances they would ever have met - him from from a small country town in what was then Belarus, and her from a small Lancashire village - where our child paradise of Nabbs Cottage, her childhood home, was. They made their marriage last too, for which we, their children, will always be grateful.

I hope I will see them both again when the time comes for the resurrection - if we are all there. The Book of Daniel tells us that "many of those asleep in the dust of the ground" will wake up. Many, but not all.

We are off to visit the Lady of the Flowers this morning. She is just back from a family funeral and is longing to tell us all about it. It has awakened so many memories, as these things do.

And all three of us are ladies in our eighties - well me almost so - and so we have many layers of memory. And also we find that when once we met up with our families at weddings, these days it tends to be at funerals...

Col is off to join the lads in the Detecting Field.

The Abandoned Nest?

Hope is the thing with feathers

by Emily Dickinson

“Hope” is the thing with feathers -

That perches in the soul -

And sings the tune without the words -

And never stops - at all -

And sweetest - in the Gale - is heard -

And sore must be the storm -

That could abash the little Bird

That kept so many warm -

I’ve heard it in the chillest land -

And on the strangest Sea -

Yet - never - in Extremity,

It asked a crumb - of me.

https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/42889/hope-is-the-thing-with-feathers-314

Yet another stormy day and night Saturday to Sunday, though on Sunday we woke up to sunshine.  The clocks went back Saturday night, which somehow we managed to remember, and Col left at 7:00 with his metal detectors and sandwiches.  

The fireworks  - which had been postponed from Saturday due to the storm - started up suddenly just after 8:00 Sunday evening. As usual, it sounded like WW3 had started just outside our window.  I went straight out to the balcony hoping that my being there might calm the Petulas down. But the nest was abandoned...   It is very sad what the animal creation have to go through. 

However come Monday morning one of the valiant Petulas was back on the nest.  And Captain B said that she must have returned straightaway as she was back there when he was out photographing the fireworks.  I can't see them succeeding though - the nest is so much in the wrong place - but I do hope for them.

Having said all that, there was a shout from Captain B who was out on the balcony, checking guests out of his Moth Hotel this morning.  I went out to find two chicks sitting in the nest.  Two!  So they have done it, against all the odds. Well, as long as the little ones can get safely aloft that is.

Will we have to help?  Will they let us?  And if so, how?

And what can we do to deter them from choosing our balcony again?  Though I suppose if they come and go without making too much noise, or mess, or annoying the neighbours, it wouldn't matter if they did.

Storm Austen

Storm Austen rampaged all Thursday night leaving wonderful waves on The Channel.  The photo, while taken by Captain B, is of a previous storm.  The Petula pigeons are still sitting doggedly on their balcony nest in the full force of the gale.  They take turns.  What a night they have been through, valiant creatures. It is hard to imagine they will succeed, but who knows?

There is another storm on the way this weekend apparently, but this one will hit in the North.

I could have headed this blog:  A Pair of Old Crocks, though I know Captain B would have said Speak for yourself.  

The poor Captain was limping round this morning with a very sore foot and so I made him his breakfast and did my best to look after him.  I spent yesterday with such painful shoulders that I could hardly do anything.  It is a good thing that I felt a bit better this morning, or, well as I said: a pair of old crocks.

On Thursday I did manage to get some things done, by taking lots of rest in between.  I got myself up, dressed and showered (Col left very early for The Field) and believe me these days that seems like a real achievement.  I had finally emailed Bea to say a real thank you for the lovely silk tops she gave me and Nute. We had spoken on the phone about it previously.  And I replied to Krysia, thanking her for the card and powerful poems she had sent me, and wished her all the best with her current exhibition of paintings in London. 

Neither of us enjoyed our convent schooldays, and we have both written about it. 

And I managed to get a soup and a crumble made.  Which was very helpful as all Captain B had to do on Friday was to heat them up for our lunch.

Talking of creative endeavours, this is the link for our Fantastic Book videos so far:

 https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLbEI_U2rPe7g

Mine has not appeared yet, but it will.

Fantastic Books is a small and quirky publisher with some  - well - some fantastic books to its name.  So please do have a look.

This new storm may have hit the North with some force, as it is pelting down here now (in the afternoon), the fireworks, procession and bonfire have been cancelled, and the poor pigeons are still taking turns on their storm bound nest.

When God's Kingdom is ruling over the earth, then we will be able to arrange things so that every bird has a secure nesting spot, and we will be able to help them in any difficulties they may have.  So how much we all need it, us and all the earthly creation.

A Bad Night (Flare-up)

The Botanical Gardens in Autumn

(by me)

As the year sets slowly in the West

Its last dying glow

sets fire to the gardens

Chrysanthemums blaze

Virginia creeper reddens on stone walls.

Walking here, nearly forty, I know

How short it all is

How quickly it goes.

Shivering, I warm myself

at the dahlia's flame,

the firethorne's bright coals.

Here I am almost exactly 40 years after I wrote this...  and I will say again how short our lives are now, how quickly they go by.  

The older I get, the faster the years go.  People have sometimes asked me if I am bored in retirement.  All I can say is that when I have time to find out I will let them know.

I gave us both a bad night on Monday - right knee so painful I could not sleep or even get comfortable.  We tried heat cream, then Col got me some anti-inflammatories and paracetamol and, thank God, I was able to get back to sleep after a while.  It is still painful - everything is - but not at the acute stage it was in the early hours.

Once we were able to get to sleep, we then (not surprisingly) slept in and had a somewhat confused day.  Col got the lunch - usually he does breakfast and I do lunch and dinner.  At least both soup and crumble were already made, it was a matter of hotting them up and organising trays.  We usually lunch together while watching Bargain Hunt and saying, at regular intervals, "They have paid too much for that".

I rang the Flower Lady to say I would not be able to come and see her on Wednesday as I had hoped.  I can barely walk round the flat, let alone get myself out anywhere. And I had a Zoom field service session with a sister in the afternoon which cheered me up.  I managed a sort of scrap supper - our Supermarket delivery arrives Tuesday night - involving a packet of samosas from the freezer, some new potatoes and peas, followed by fruit and yoghurt.

It is a rainy morning with a bit of a wild sea building.  It all looks wonderful in the early morning light (as I write this blog).    The sky full of clouds, the sea dark and shining, the waves glistening white, and the tiles on our balcony very red as they are so wet.  And of course the valiant geraniums.

I have had the immense privilege of nearly eighty years on this beautiful earth, in all its moods and seasons, and it is nowhere near enough. So I continue to hope that Captain B and I, and all those we love, family and friends, and all of you my blog readers, will "inherit the earth" and live forever upon it.  

Fantastic Books

Us Fantastic Book authors have just started a small publicity campaign, which is appearing in various venues, including my facebook. I am trying to share as widely as possible.  We have all done a short video to publicise one of our books.

I am so pleased to be published - don't have the energy to do anything to sell my books - but I try to give what little help to the group of us authors that I can.

Friday began gray and rainy - which I love, but I did think of poor Petula on the balcony so bravely caring for her eggs. However, this is the sunshine coast and the sun did appear quite soon. 

We have found that Mr.Petula is doing his parently duty, flying in and taking his turn on the eggs, but he is being very discreet about it.

Captain B detected all day yesterday - found nothing - but was off again this morning, bright and early.  Oh for some of his energy - though I am very grateful indeed that he is coping with old age so much better than I am.

We had a Special Day in the congregation on Saturday, which replaced the usual Sunday meeting.  This was a Branch Visit when a representative from Watchtower HQ visits, to commend and encourage - which he did.

The theme of the talk was: "If God is with us, who will be against us."

And it was taken from Romans 8, verses 31-39.  And that chapter ends on such a comforting note: 

"For I am convinced that neither death nor life nor angels nor governments nor things now here nor things to come nor powers nor height nor depth nor any other creation will be able to separate us from God’s love that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

Things are getting more and more difficult as lawlessness increases as Armageddon - the end of the current wicked system of things on the earth - approaches.  So we will need to keep strengthing our faith in the love our Creator has for each one of us, and in the power of the gift of the ransom sacrifice.

Captain B rang from The Field.  I asked how it was going, and told him not to find so many gold coins that he hurt his back trying to load them into the car and bring them back.  He laughed bitterly - so I guess no-one has found anything yet, not even a ring pull.

But then he came back very happy with a silver Soldino - which seems to have made the whole weekend's detecting worthwhile.

Petula

 

Petula Pigeon among the geraniums, as taken by Captain Butterfly.  It seems an insane place to nest to me, but then I am not a pigeon, so what do I know?   I guess at least it is safe from cats, dogs, packs of wandering hyenas or hungry tigers.  None of which have turned up on our balcony - as yet.

But if we dare to go away again, who knows what we will come back to?

Talking of tigers, a terrible thing has taken place in a Yorkshire Wildlife Park.  A man jumped into the tigers enclosure and, inevitably, was killed.  An eyewitness stated the man was wearing headphones, pacing, dancing, and asking for photos before entering the enclosure. A bystander reportedly tried to pull him back before he dropped into the two-acre reserve.

They are not going to kill the tiger, thank goodness, as it was in no way at fault. Somebody leapt into its enclosure and it went on fierce defence.

It does seem that more and more people are cracking up, as the pressures increase.  And, of course, we, the damaged children of Adam, are further from the perfection of Eden than any previous generation.

Would it be fair to say that we are as imperfect as Jehovah is going to let the human race get, as the rescue promised in Eden is so close now?   And how much we need it.

When that rescue comes and the whole earth is being transformed to the paradise it was always meant to be, I hope Jehovah will wake the young man who was killed from the dreamless sleep of death. Maybe he will wake up next to a large, friendly purring tiger, as it seems that is what the poor lad had hoped to find when he jumped.

We had our flu and covid jabs on Tuesday, which was exhausting for me - just getting in and out of the car seems almost too much.  I hope and pray I can get some energy back soon.  I talked to the Lady of the Flowers, wishing her success with her op tomorrow - just a minor one, thankfully - and had a double Zoom witnessing session in the afternoon, starting on the new territory have been given for my letter writing.

It was nice to catch up with one of my regular field service partners.  In the days when I could walk, we used to go on the door to door work, but now we do letters together by Zoom.  

Captain Butterfly left very early for The Field - a metal detector at every corner - and it remains to be seen whether I will be able to get myself dressed without help - or not. Sometimes I can, sometimes I can't.

They call old age "a second childhood" don't they?  And, yes, now I can't always manage to get myself dressed...   I must remember to be grateful that I am still here and still able to give a Kingdom witness, albeit a limited one.

The October Calendar

We chose a Southern Marsh Orchid for our October calendar.  And the fact that we are now in October makes me realise we should think about next year's calendar if we are going to do one.  Bur what will our subject be?

Wednesday morning was cold and rainy.  The valiant pigeon still sits on her nest. We are going to have to secure our balcony next time we go away...  I have decided to call her Petula as she is sitting among geranium petals.  I pop out to say a quiet hello once or twice a day, but keep it short, as it stresses her out.  Col has got a lovely photo of her, so I hope that will head my next blog.

I find myself hoping that her nest fails, so she and Mr.P will look for a different spot next time - anywhere other than our balcony - but then I feel mean as she is so bravely dedicated to her eggs, sitting tight even when two fearsome monsters (the Captain and me) loom over her to say a gentle hello.

Col has put some food and water down within her reach, but she isn't touching them, so Mr.P must be feeding her. He is very discreet though, as we never see him.  Having said that I did notice a crafty flap late afternoon which must have been him returning with her evening meal - or her evening mealworm?

I am finding it very hard to recover from the rigours of the last few weeks - hard to sleep, hard to do anything.  But I guess this is old age. And I am worryingly like my granny in her last year - still living in her own home - still coping valiantly - but with many sit downs and breathless pauses.

And I would not like to claim that I am managing as valiantly as my gran did.  For one thing, I have Captain B to help and support me all the way - but she had been a widow for a long time.  Both my grandfathers had died before I was born. And I never met my Polish grandma because of the Iron Curtain that Stalin had brought down across Europe, cutting my father - and so many others - off from the remnants of his family.

Today we have our family Zoom though John cannot make it.   It is a grey and stormy day - it will bring a lot of leaves down - the sound of the sea is wonderful, and there was a fantastic sunrise I think as I happened to look out earlier and the tops of the trees in the front gardens were all gold.

I think poor rained-on Petula has been turning her eggs...